LIFE IS A WONDROUS THING
Information has come my way over the years that has created an awareness there is much more to life than meets the eye.
I have always found the wonder and magic in things around me. As Gaia has shifted into higher frequencies all that is coming to me is even more expansive.
I was raised in a small town in Northern Idaho where life was basically safe. I could walk all over town night or day without concern. My Grandparents on my Mom’s side were my saving grace as I was not close with my parents. My Mom did things for me to make holidays special. Other than that she was in survival mode. As a young person I didn’t understand why I never fit in or felt accepted.
At the age of six I experienced what the other kids were going to do or say. I basically remember it happening in the school yard. After the 1st grade I didn’t experience it again until I was in the 8th grade and went on a 4-H bus trip. I knew what was going to be said prior to it being said and the towns felt familiar as we went through them, but not afterwards. It wasn’t until my Senior Sneak bus trip that I had this experience again of being aware, beforehand, of what was going to be said or done.
I did not fit in with the majority of the kids. As consciousness began raising in frequency and more awakening began taking place over the years, I began to understand why I didn’t fit in. I didn’t come to fit in. I came in to assist in facilitating change.
I learned self hypnosis in my early 20s. In my 30’s a hypnotherapist did two sessions with me to stop smoking in exchange for me letting him do age regression sessions with me which he was exploring. These sessions were profound. The memories are as clear today as when the sessions were done. There was one “lifetime” I refused to go to. A number of years down the road I had the opportunity to work with another hypnotherapist. During one session I spontaneously went to one of the lifetimes I had previously experienced only from a aspect of it.
During some other energy work I was doing these last few years, I found the lifetime I wouldn’t go to. It was validated by several energy workers. I found why I was doing all the energy healing training and could not do anything with it. Major clearing has been done regarding this. I had made a commitment due to a situation in Atlantis to never, never, never, ever use my power to such a degree again. It was a case, as with so many things, what the group of us were doing was positive. A small group used what we were doing in a destructive way. One energy worker had worked with a number of the others in this group. I am still clearing layers around this issue.
Early in my journey of spiritual awakening, I read Labsang Rampa’s book “The Third Eye”. This was my first major experience into metaphysical awareness. I had tried his technique of seeing aura’s. That didn’t happen, but as near as I can figure out, I had raised my frequency high enough that I didn’t reflect in the mirror. The mirror happened to be the direction I was looking. I was holding my thumb and first fingers together to create a triangle to look through, while unfocusing my vision, to try see auras as Labsang said to do. What did happen was I saw this beautiful, liquid looking, molten gold – which is the only way I can describe it – flash around the mirror and then around the room. Then my image went black and the only thing that reflected in the mirror was the wall behind me. It was as if I was up high looking down and reviewing the situation as I have described. It was the most peaceful experience I have ever had and then I was back to reflecting in the mirror. I could get back to the black stage when I tried it again but then I would feel fear and could not go farther. It felt like if I did it again, I would not return as the physical body. Much later, I had been told that I had ascended previously and that I had did it so fast I came back to experience it again more slowly. Maybe that is what this was? I don’t know. What I did learn is that we are so much more than this physical body we perceive ourselves to be. This experience has made it easy to accept all that came afterwards as I started my path of awakening.
I have expanded and incorporated the many techniques I have learned over the years with my own methods. And now as so much new and higher frequency awareness and techniques come into being, my journey gets even more exciting. It would be my joy to share it.